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pull for the pushed

by scott w brooks

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1.
i've been feeling alone nobody's home they never have to know begging they let me go to feel loss is to feel gain to feel dry is to feel rain to feel pride is to feel shame to feel love is to feel pain
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i hear the sighs. why havent i felt this high in such a long time? shy is what we decide. straight to the ground id descend, and i cant express this mess ive been wearing round my neck i wish to bless you with this chest for your head to rest who knows why you leave me so cold in the dead light? fright is where we reside. (ive been thinkin bout where i been since i shouldn't exist)
3.
paint a picture with your mind, i do it all the time. find yourself and whats inside, its all you need to realize you're fine. your hearts a vital sign, you're trying to wipe the lies that keep you on decline.
4.
dropping 01:27
no path to dawn, hightail it home. feel the bare cycle never wanting to feel alone. only the worst right now. only the hurt gets to disperse, only fed the dead, the upset in my chest. hold tight for a long time. i grab something, but someones what feels right. don't give it time, just give it life. all of my love is heavy and luscious, watered, my eyes, so sweetly interrupted. all of my time must go to something, watching it leave when i see you coming
5.
whatcha doin in my city looking so pretty? probably got another better than me at the ready. feel the pity? its a whole lot of divvy. getting with me is a dangerous thing, dont ever change for a ghost. you are just so beautiful, i see you growing, its slow but im glad (i had) to let you know. i should give you a throne, place it down in the coast. only dig two things, its you i dig the most. what do i do with all this pain? i probably need the same, don't need to know the names. hiding from the past? why you running so fast? pick you up before you fall, that's why they call me a catch. i see you setting the tone. im getting on with my only hopes, cause i know you oughta want me grown. i'd love to fall into debt, if it's you i collect. nobody knows the respect i wanna show on your neck and below, but i can never make up my mind. i'll be making mid ass beats in the meantime. charm is a muscle, that's part of the dive. pardon me departing in silence, cause part of me died. ill be dwelling on my way to the tomb. i don't pray for nobody man, is that cool? do i regret it when i ask like that? that's my lane, cuh. fuck your savior. how the fuck a dude been doin? think he got a little lane, and he stayin to it. took a chunk of the past, put a blade through it. everbody gone quiet with the bitter brewing. john cage made 'em rage, he just tryna do the same, stay focused. cause he noticed all these bad bitches gotta drink to approach. vary the pitch, so they don't think that im roasting. this shit the furthest thing from boasting, begging you to leave me alone, cause im coasting. you only want it in one way? thats open... ...thats what you ain't showing, cause you knew it, i blew it. can't worry about me going offline. got some flags around me, for going offsides. i hope you smile from every fuckin time that we caught eyes, this one's for all the baddest bitches, come in all sizes.
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...and we are not the same. we are not the same. we are not the same. and we are not the same. what i believe, i dont know what it means. and what ive seen, dont know what i believe. and we are not the same. we are not the same. we are not the same. i am not the same. i'm out of places. i've seen your face from an angel. i've been needing something, silence is pulling me down. congratulations, i feel ashamed. look at me now. i've suffocated loving. only thing left is to drown.
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neutron... 01:05
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...atlast 01:27
i can't wait to be free at last. i can't wait to be free at last. i can't wait to be free at last. i can't wait to be free at last. i can't wait to be free at last. whatchu want, sun? come and get some. come and get some. come and get some. come and get some. aaAAAhhh... blurrupburp...burrp...
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stardust 03:49

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dedicated to the self-suffering

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released January 5, 2023

written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by swb
from late 2020-2023
realized in entirety in the county hospital


special thanks to ENAM

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scott w brooks Nashville, Tennessee

choir kid overthinking and having a blast

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